Dear myself
I know today was hard for you. Leaving again on a Sunday as you want to spend the day with your kids. Friday through Saturday you make sure you keep the lords day where you don't go out from sun down to sun down. Teaching them about yah and relax and remember the feast.
Now you see yourself drowning and you keep it to yourself.
You seem stress as you try to figure out away to save for school to winter clothes and pay a bill but money goes.
Eating out will have to be less. No one understands how hard you are working to get a better life. To finally do something you might enjoy.
Deep down I know you want to stop. Not go anymore but you have to.
Its scary, it makes you nervous and you dont want to fail again.
Keep telling yourself that you can. Even if your not happy at work or where you at keep on a smile. You know Yah will open a door soon.
Keep going
I promise you will be happy at the end.
Love,
Myself
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