Crossroads

Dear myself

  I know your at a crossroad. There is no where to go. I see you I promise you I see you. Can you hear me up there. I know it doesn't look pretty but you have to keep going.
  I know you don't have that long. 4months seems not enough time. We all have to go someday but make everyday count. Smile in the morning and cry when you really need to. Get angry and go hit something you might as well you only have 4months.
   Go outside in the freezing cold tonight and look at the stars like a crazy woman. Laugh at the most ridiculous thing or show and remember it's okay to laugh.
Maybe you should get a tattoo but remember you are on a time limit. Maybe you can get one next month. Don't forget to smile around people and not get upset.  Don't show them because they don't need to know.
   Talk to me tomorrow I will make you feel better

    I guess who reads this will


love, Myself