Made it....Dear Myself

Dear myself,
 
 you made it to day. You stood your ground. he can't mentally bully you anymore. You don't have to feel sorry for him anymore. I'm proud of you. Now it's your choice to discount for a while. Healing is important. I know it's a process but you are stronger then you think.
   You have 4months still?
"Yes"

  Hmmm 4 months enjoy it. Do things you never done or just to scared to. See life and you will find what you are looking for.
 
 "I know but...."
There is a but..can't seem to find the words you are looking for?
 "Yup, because now I'm living a little bit more. I took my first step today. I went out with my coworkers. Staff party"
  Great...first step to healing. Smile more it will get better I promise. Yah got you

  "Thank you. Another day but no contact with him. Change number I hope that's right.....I should I need to heal. Love hurts"


I know but you shall see it again and it will never leave.

: )



love,
Myself