Being done with someone is overwhelming. Your try to keep yourself together. You try to keep the calls to a minimum. You try to not listen to his voicemails but instead you do. You uncover more then you would have liked. It's better to be truthful with someone then lie to them. I say "No more lies." I let go. I let this shit end today. I saw myself already leaving. I saw myself learning from everything. I understand now. I have to protect what is mines which are my kids.. I need to heal. I need to take care of my family. My little family. I don't want to be one of those ladies and I sure don't want to be on Snap the show. Where I will probably be the one the person is trying to kill because my ex didn't realize how jealous the other woman was.
Yes I have learn. I have seen. I am growing. I'm learning to be happy with just what I have. Love will come when it comes. I will smile when it comes. For now, I'm taking each step. Hopefully the one I do want to talk to in person will make plans to. Wish me luck because this road I am traveling, I'm turning left and going back on the road I am suppose to go on. Leaving the old behind me. Letting people think what they want. Learning to grow and do different things. Love again later in life. For now I am going to keep it simple.
Love, Laugh and Eat
love,
Myself.
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