Myself: don't say it. You are back. you can feel yourself slipping away from society? No that is not it. you feel a certain type of way and you want to change everything!!!
Me; Yes, that is it. Changing myself means I have to let go of things I never thought I would be able to or want to. It get's under my skin a bit. I'm not scared to. I feel like it is that part of unknown that makes me unsure about everything I do. Maybe that's why I'm always stuck right where I am at.
Myself: True, I'm glad you realize it. Take the first step and that is close a door. Any door but close it.
Me: I am but dam it feels so dam lonely
Myself: Yes but remember you went backwards. Just saying
Me: I know but don't worry I think everything will work out
Myself: Good, stay calm and breath. Close a door before you go to bed tonight. Think about things you can change and forget about the old shit that doesn't matter anymore. Smile as you have your family. Cry when you need to. It's okay because shit, It can be lonely right now.
Love,
MySelf.
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