This is chapter 1 of myself. I have declare not to be in love for the next year even yes after that. I have been mess over to many test by my ex. I'm calling him my ex because I declared if a boyfriend who truly loved you and had a baby by and been through so much shit....especially been together pass 5 years and never proposed bec6he couldn't get shit right. You give him another chance and still fuck up...it's time to just move on. Right this have to be right.
Waiting by the phone hoping he would call as I have to attend to my parent duties plus a 1 month on top of that is not helping.
Wanting child support as I try to set something up besides getting all crazy and shit. Nothing has work and now I have been asking myself where did I go wrong?
Of course I know as I feel so exhausted beating myself up about it. Crying for my prince charming to come.
Now I have realize nothing is coming.I have wasted to much energy on my ex and finding true love to we r a neglect myself.
where do I go from here? Well no sure yet but I'm going somewhere.
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