I have founded life to be difficult as I try to stay calm and not panic.
I even wanted life to be...well easy as I try to map everything out which I terribly have failed at. The only thing I have on my list is kids which I wanted at 28 and married around 22. Everything is flip upside down turned around.
But I must go on right? I could cry and I could whine about every little thing I don't have and what I do want but I don't. Instead I hold my head up high and cover my tears. Wait for the perfect moment to let it all out (alone) and cry myself a river for a minute or less. That's all the time I have to let all my sadness out.
That being said life will never be easy but it sure will get better over time. I have to humble myself because some out there might have it worse then me.
That's what I try and tell myself now and then.
That being said life will never be easy but it sure will get better over time. I have to humble myself because some out there might have it worse then me.
That's what I try and tell myself now and then.
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