You are crying? Why you let tears flow down your cheeks?
Why even ask? You know what is wrong.
Yes but you are strong, you are brave,you are beautiful. You know that right?
Yes but....I don't know how to move on. It hurts so much. I have to for my sanity. For my girls.
Yes, I know right now you feel like everything is crumbling around you. Your heart is broken. He took and never seem to care but about himself. Trust...yes that can break someone.
It's okay to move on and never look back. I know you always wanted a family.
Stop there. My life is changing to fast for me. I can not keep up or care about people that shouldn't be in it. The devil doesn't play fare. Only the brave once are left standing and the weask ones are eaten up and lost. I am the brave one. It scares me to know I might be alone the rest of my time here on earth. I Don't want my kids to feel sorry for me or mommy failed them. I feel weak in my heart but strong and brave on the outside. That front I put on.
Yes, I understand. Being alone scares you. Maybe you might be able to open up later to someone. Let your heart heal. In the mean time make sure friends. Go laugh or a bit to eat. Why waste time looking at the old. That hurt you and it's not going to change. Instead, you are. I'm not going to lie to you. It's going to hurt for months but you will make it through. Yah has a plan but you have to move something out the way.
Yes....thank you for listening
My pleasure.
Remember you are in control of your life.
Love,
Myself
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