RUN

Dear myself

you seem to take over my platform earlier.

  yes I did and please tell me why did I do this to myself again. It's going to take weeks..months to heal. 

Yes it is going to take time. You are stronger then you think. This time don't hold his hand. Don't listen to his lies but RUN as fast as you can. Disappear for a bit. You have done enough and I'm sure he never thought you would find out or even get mad since it's not a big deal in his eyes.

   He will suffer some way some how but you run,

Remember to cry because he hurt you. I'm sorry the pain is back. Their is no happiness. You have to focus now on your kids, future you wanted for yourself. 

   Please cry tonight. yes he owe you money but remember you might not get that back.

Tomorrow will be worse as today is not as bad. You deleted his number and I am proud of you. Smile because you just started a new chapter. He will call you but don't answer. He will try and come by but don't open the door. 

     Smile because you are changing your life forever. I will check up on you tomorrow,

Remember to RUN!!!!!

love,

   Myself.