Lonely

 Dear myself

You see, it has been lonely. Some people won't understand. Yes I have kids. Yes I have my parents around me but I want well, a spouse. Someone to love. 

  Maybe it won't come now because all the craziness. 

Letting go of someone else seems to be..well difficult. I know I need to stay away from them but it is very challenging. Maybe I should just keep my phone silent from him. That would work. 

  Yes do that.

You think so?

Yes, free yourself. Do something different the rest of this year. Cry if you need to. Go and sit out on porch. Call someone or just, connect with someone.

  I know but it leads to nowhere. Covic-19 is not letting up so...I'm trying to be okay being alone.

I understand but don't lose yourself

 Don't give up on yourself

Okay, I won't

Love,

Myself